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Hold Steady

by Lindsay Alexis

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1.
I Am 05:42
If you want a song from a girl that does no wrong May I suggest you journey on Cause I fall all the time And I have to sing to stand again It's the only rock I have I live for the night When the stars decide to shine I'll find my place in that heavenly space One day I'll go home Off this lonely rode I walk across the plains I crawl through the caves Searching always for something I can hold Something I can call my own How can it be that a girl like me can't find someone to love in the sun But I'm not alone The wind lest me know She plays with my hair and tells me, darling don't frown Just look all around I try not to be so melancholy But people have a way of twisting what you say So I let them believe what they think of me Cause in my bones I know what I am I am a singer, I am a poet I am going places, I know it I am a sweetheart, I am a lover I am my father's youngest daughter And I'll find a way, I'll sing every day I'll work my way up from the ground I'll give the world a show I'll give the world a show I'll give you a show
2.
Cobblestone 03:40
Did it mean anything when you came to church And shook hands with my Dad? How happy was I, but I don't know if it's right For me to get my hopes up Did it mean anything when we stayed up all night Playing cards and singing songs? I thought I saw sparks but I tend to think too much And maybe I made it all up My mind runs away to a cobblestone road Where we walk hand in hand and I'm wearing your coat And it's cold and it's clear, whisper in my ear, "we're home" We're home Do you feel anything when I sing to you And pour out myself? I'm scared sometimes that you'll see too much But I can't seem to sing for you enough Do you feel anything when you wake by my side And I'm still asleep? Cause in my dreams I'm always with you Seeing all the things we could do My mind runs away to a cobblestone road Where we walk hand in hand and I'm wearing your coat And it's cold and it's clear, whisper in my ear, "we're home We're home And I know I'm young But I'm not afraid of what this may become So kiss my face, take my embrace And I wont run from home Well I'm scared to look you in the eye Cause I don't know what look I will find Now that I've come clean Tell me, did it mean anything?
3.
I'm Sick 04:45
I tried to tell you it's alright To tell you to be fine but you wont let it go And I tried to please your hungry heart To take away the shards of broken lies stuck in your bones But I don't know all the answers I don't know all the answers I don't know all the answers And I need some help myself sometimes Enough with your accusations Enough with your imputations I never wanted to be the villain you made me But there's two ways we can do this I'd rather you just left Or I'll take you out back old yeller style Cause I'm sick of this sad puppy shit I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of this If pointing your finger is all you're gonna do I'm never gonna waste a single breath on you You're not the person that I thought You're not the person that I want I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of this Remember what you said last night? Remember that bloody fight Go on and lick your wounds Bend the truth all you like But there's two ways we can do this I'd rather you just left Or I'll take you our back old yeller style Cause I'm sick of this sad puppy shit I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of this And I know you think I'm a cold hearted woman But all the feelings I had are gone, gone, gone, gone Gone, gone, gone, gone Gone, gone, gone, gone The feelings are gone I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick of this
4.
I never used to feel alone Had my guitar, had my dog I had a mission, had a cause I found a home and I've grown so much into what I want to be Yet I feel so uneasy Because I wake up and I want to make breakfast for two When I go to work I want to say goodbye, I love you too And I'd like to hold somebody's hand that'll hold mine back, but I can't I've been in love, yes I've been in love And I never thought I'd believe in monogamy But I believe, I believe, I believe Because I wake up and I want to make breakfast for two When I go to work I want to say goodbye, I love you too And I'd like to hold somebody's hand that'll hold mine back, but I can't And maybe I've seen too many movies And maybe I've read too many books And maybe I've listened to too many love songs But I still can't figure out what it is I'm doing wrong Because I wake up and I want to make breakfast for two When I go to work I want to say goodbye, I love you too And I'd like to hold somebody's hand that'll hold mine back, but I can't And I'll make you eggs and hash browns And I'll lay out your clothes And I'll wipe the sleep out of your eyes and tell you everything's alright And I will hold your hand and I'll kiss your face And I'll wipe your tears away I'll wipe your tears away I'll wipe your tears away
5.
I rode my bike to the beach and slept in the sand I let the sun kiss my face and caress me down The salt that stood on my skin was blown away I lay me down And oh, the breeze that licked me And oh, the smell of the sea You never fail to please me You never fail to please Opened my eyes to find a seal in the surf His eyes so wide and bright, catching mine I think he knew me, I think he knew me From another time And oh, the breeze that licked me And oh, the sight of the sea You never fail to please me You never fail to please I walked out to the water, it took me in I let it wrap around me and wet my skin The tide was so strong, it carried me along And took me around the bend And oh, the breezed that licked me And oh, the salt of the sea You never fail to please me You never fail to please And when it's cold I still come by I know my home even when the sun doesn't shine And oh, the breeze that licked me And oh, the sound of the sea You never fail to please me You never fail to please
6.
If I told you that I loved you would you rip my heart apart by saying nothing? And if I told you that I missed you would you let the moment pass like it was nothing? Because I can't tell what your heart is feeling I can't tell if your heart is beating with mine I know that words are hard for you especially when it's all so brand new I want to let you take your time but this young beating heart of mine is bursting, it's bursting Because I can't tell what your heart is feeling I can't tell if your heart is beating with mine Your music makes me swoon But you don't play for me And your eyes shine bright with delight But you don't turn that gaze to me I know the warmth is inside of you But it feels so far away All the signs show bleak and gray And yet you want to stay I don't know how long I can wait For your love to grow For you to learn to let it show Because it's so hard to tell what your heart is feeling It's like you don't like the sound of your own hearts beating
7.
Only 21 04:11
If it wasn't so beautiful I think I'd die I have a hard time finding a reason why, why, why Why try? Well I thought it was love but it broke my heart Then I thought maybe fun but I fell apart So perhaps achievements but I've got a lot They just sit in my cabinets and rot So I thought adventure but I lost my way Then maybe simplicity but it's just too plan So perhaps it's books but I've read a few And there's just too many for me to go through So what's a girl to do? Only 21 and feeling so blue So what's a girl to do Only 21 and feeling so blue Well I thought I could win but I lost the race I got too excited and fell on my face Now I'm back but I'm not the same I used to love sunshine but now I love rain So I decided it was booze and I drank away I enjoyed the view but I knew I couldn't stay Then I decided it was money and I worked every day But I lost all my friends along the way So I decided it was drugs and I did a lot They pumped my stomach and told me to stop Then I decided it was sex and I learned the moves But I ended up feeling cheap and abused So what's a girl to do? Only 21 and feeling so blue So what's a girl to do? Only 21 and feeling so blue I thought I knew I thought I knew I thought I knew But they all fell through Well I guess I keep singing and searching for something Cause it's all I know how to do Yeah I guess I'll keep singing and searching for something Cause it's all I know how to do It's all I know how to do It's all I know how to do
8.
Engrained in my soul like a knot in a tree You don't know the half of what your love does to me Burning like the sun, bound to explode Nothing ever stays the same people just get old But love can have me Love can win I just want to give in Willing as a mule, clear as a fog Nothing ever comes easy no, nothing at all Surrender I say, perspectives can change The world needn't be so bleak and gray Walk along with me, tell me what you feel Staying home and screaming is no way to heal Yes love can have me Love can win I just want to give in Heartbreaking hero fighting for peace Isolation doesn't work it tears at your seams Oh my patience, oh my strength Never thought I'd see those slip away But sorrow has brought so much clarity My only wish is that he knows I'm still on his team But love can have me Love can win I can't help but give in Hopelessly optimistic, cursed with a pretty vision If it kills me, if it kills me
9.
Don't cry on my shoulder when I reveal what you are Don't ask forgiveness, you've gone too far I can't bite my tongue, it's already thick with blood And I'd love, I'd love to see you hang I can see why you may think that I wouldn't say a peep But you, you thought wrong Call me stubborn, call me young But I refuse to lose this one I'm hungry for a fight I'll take you down I'll take you down I'll take you down I'll take you down I've watched you for a time And I've never seen such slime Crawl through the cracks Everyone's repulsed by what you do But I'm the one that'll see this through I'll take you down I'll take you down I'll take you down I'll take you by the wrist and lead you off the cliff Where you burned all those bridges Too bad, so sad Did it always make you feel like a man To crush my friends underneath your hand? How dare you make them small Just to make yourself feel tall What a fool you were to try that shit on me I'll take you down I'll take you down I'll take you down How does it feel now?
10.
Oh Honey 05:49
Oh Honey I'm lost I'm lost all alone without reason I had to flee all the demons from my past And Honey I'm scared I'm scared that I made the wrong choices I'm trying to fight all the voices in my head Cause they tell me that I'm nothing That I'm scum beneath their heels They say forget it, you're worthless Just writhe in pain for all of your years But all I need is you, dear To tell me that they're wrong Oh Honey I'm weak I'm weak from searching for days I'm fighting my way through this maze of my mind And Honed I'm flogged I'm flogged by all of the doubts That our love will never amount to much more I just need you to hold me and remind me what we have is dear Now I may fight you and try to smite you just out of sheer fear But I'll try and be brave I'll take your hand in mine And I'll bear myself to you for all to see And maybe you'll cure me from this disease And I know it's a lot to ask but Honey Oh Honey, please
11.
Hold Steady 04:52
Easy, easy little one Look at all the beautiful things you've done Calm your mind, everything will be fine The world wont gain anything from your pain Take your worries and throw them away Because you might feel small but I can see your shine from miles and miles away The storm will rock you just hold steady to your light let it guide you safely to shore Safely to shore It's not easy to go your own way But sometimes that's the only path you can take I think you'll find, others will be on your side I think you'll find others will be on your side Because you might feel small but I can see your shine from miles and miles away The storm will rock you just hold steady to your light let it guide you safely to shore Safely to shore The sea is full of monsters And the dark wave can take your hope away But don't let them take your hope away Because you might feel small but I can see your shine from miles and miles away The storm will rock you just hold steady to your light let it guide you safely to shore You might feel small but I can see your shine from miles and miles away The storm will rock you just hold steady to your light let it guide you safely to shore Safely to shore And I know the tide is high and the light is growing dim But you must find the strength from within Hold steady Hold steady Hold steady Hold steady

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released February 6, 2019

Vocals and Guitar by Lindsay Alexis Smith
Washboard, Bass, and Additional Guitar by Jules Worsley
Cello on "Hold Steady" by Mia Pixley
Piano on "I Am" by Ben Einstein

Recorded by David Sandoval
Mixed and Mastered by Ben Bernstein

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Lindsay Alexis Oakland, California

Folk influenced acoustic singer songwriter with a love of blues, story telling, and lullaby cooing. Based out of Oakland, CA

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